Was thinking of maybe trying crochet...  I could make you an army of doomslugs. And an extra big cuddly one.  Love you with all my heart, and miss you so much it hurts to breathe sometimes.  The absence of you is everywhere... Please don't disappear 😢

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I was looking for something and came across old conversations from when you were in hospital...  and you probably don't remember this, you thought you'd failed to be an ordinary person....  and you were partially right, because you aren't ordinary....  no, you are extraordinary.  You are an extraordinary person, my son, in so many ways.  I hope you can see that.  You are an extraordinary person and you deserve extraordinary things.