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It must be officially spring here... it stormed like crazy, dumped a ton of rain, high winds. Hahahaaa... I just looked through old DMs... happy anniversary of blocking that one person that made like 15 rp accounts.... and to unlabeled saphics, me doing Slayer's job, you getting slammed with a pressure cooker, and threats to get out the spray bottle if you didn't stop feeling guilty. I miss those days.... I MISS YOU.... 😔. I miss my blue eyed momma's boy, my chaos critter. I miss my son... some days it's like I can't even breathe. I worry... I'm scared... and I miss you so gods damned much

I love you mi̱ko, please hold on, stay safe.
I love you, always.

 

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Putting up bookshelves for you today. It's not a proper home project unless you have to take at least one trip to the hardware store. Someone should invent x-ray vision that can see the framing inside a wall... cause the damn stud finder is a lying liar lol. But, other than a desk chair and some minor details your room is done! And you're, of course, free to add your own touches. I hope you love it though, I loved making it for you. Reminder to ask if you like a ceiling fan or not. Need to clean crap out of the closet... how have we accumulated so much stuff IDEK. Anyway... love you dear heart. Hold onto hope ok? *infinite hugs* 💙🫂💙 

The person living in the house behind us is out in their driveway juggling fire 😳

I wish I could have gotten pics but trees were in the way.
We made everything soup tonight, it came out nicely spicy, you'd like.

 

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You make my heart feel warm and fuzzy, you make me feel so full of love that I never knew I could have, you make me laugh, you make me want to be the best person and mom I can be, you make me so fucking proud
You did those things. Love you dear heart

"Trauma recovery is about creating 'home' inside ourselves... a place where we'll be accepted, not unfairly judged, not lied to, not scapegoated or abandoned."
-Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle-

I've been learning so much about trauma recovery from people who have been through it and come out the other side in such a better place. People who were abused, who were told they had BPD, or schizophrenia, or bipolar. People that healed and went on to have happy, fairly normal lives. One woman healed her schizophrenia completely. She gave me the names of some trauma informed therapists here locally.

17th Birthday
Christmas was ch 219 or 252
Other stuff/sneak peeks