My brain is just too much of a κόκορας.... I need you to be ok, and remember that I love you, and there is always hope, and I think you need to hear this: that you deserve so much love and hugs and peace and healing and happiness. Trust me, and know I'd never lie to you, especially about that.  You will make it here, and I will happily spend the rest of my life making up for all she never gave you, and all that you need and deserve.

Love you kiddo, always and forever.