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I would live this life over and over,
A million different lifetimes, a million different ways,
Embrace every struggle, endure every past heartache,
Just to get to you again.

In every single lifetime, in every version of this story,
Through every sleepless night and anxious heartbeat,
I would choose you again and again and again, endlessly.
I would do it gladly, just to have the privilege of being your mom.

I Love you 💙

Right now, all I want is to hug you tightly and not let go for a while. Not to say anything important, just hug you and forget the distance between us. There are so many things I wish I could tell you in person; how much l miss you, how proud I am of you, that I love you, always.
Sometimes words aren't enough, though, and right now... I just want to hold you close, so you can feel how much l miss you. I love you kiddo, and that will never end.

Momma 💙

Started getting the tattoos fixed since the person who originally did them didn't do a very good job. Now it looks like an actual jackdaw 💙

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"But I need, Jake to tell you,
That I love you, it never ends... "
-The Irrepressibles, In This Shirt

Love is the only thing that matters my jakedaw. Love is eternal. Love is the most powerful force in the universe. Every morning, every night and every second in between, I miss you. Everyone thinks time heals... that's such a fucking lie. Time doesn't heal... love never dies

Shared with permission of Molly Mattocks

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I'm not going anywhere. I'm not leaving, I'm not giving up on you. I promised, I keep my promises. Promises are sacred. I love you, my jakedaw... and I promise not to leave and not to let go. I'll hold you in my heart until I can hold you fr. Love you more than there are stars in the universe mi̱ko. Sending you all my love and hugs  💙💙💙🫂💙🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂💙💙💙🫂💙💙🫂🫂💙💙💙🫂🫂💙💙🫂💙💙

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Shared with permission of Mae Setrova

This perfectly captures how I feel.
Tomorrow comes for me and my son is still gone and I am still alive and it is terrible

I still reach for you in whatever way I can, how could I not? Like you weren't the most important person in my life.... You are. You absolutely are, and the biggest part of my heart. The person I love and cherish most. Losing you was always my greatest fear.
God... you absolute fucking dumbass

I love you mostest kiddo... and miss you

I could know you for a thousand lifetimes, and still find more reasons to love you 💙

 

Just space stuff cause it's exciting!



Source: NASA

590 We Are Almost To The Moon

Hey kiddo.....
we're going to the moon...

Tomorrow is the day. I know it's not a pegasus, but it'll have to do. It will be carrying my heart and my love for you, to the moon and back 💙

Source: NASA

Our names there, side by side, tucked safe together with the astronauts in the capsule, inside the little plush that indicates gravity. A 10 day trip. I got Artemis themed donuts... just in case one of us gets a craving.

Source: NASA

I wish you were here to watch all of this with me. More than anything in the world, I wish that. I miss you, every second of every day. I love you to the moon and back kiddo. Always have and always will. That will never end.

Momma 💙

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"The world says grief fades with time, but I do not believe that.  Grief is lifelong.  It is layers of love, of memory, of dreams that did not unfold."
-Zoe Clark-Coates-

Journeys don't end, not if you love someone... and I love you completely and unconditionally.
You're the best part of my life, lovebug, and the biggest part of my heart, and I've never been prouder of anyone or anything, ever.

Binging horror because it reminds me of you

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🥺😢

Love you kiddo

Always

Momma 💙🫂💙