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I think about you every moment of every day. I miss you, and long for just one more conversation, one more hug, one more moment. The silence your absence has left is immeasurable. I don't know how to live this life without you, it seems impossible to do. I don't know what to do. 

Cass said if you didn't come, it was probably because you were stuck in hell. I'm not very brave, but I'd walk into hell for you. I know that much, deep in my soul, I know that much. You're my son, my heart, and I love you more than life, always have and always will. 

Momma 💙

Went to the coast over the weekend. There was a sandcastle competition, I thought it would be fun. Mostly I just got sunburnt.