Hey kiddo....
I hope you are ok... please be ok. If I lost you...
just...
know that I am always with you, and that I love you. Please reach out when you can. Love you, always and forever will. Momma 💙 

 

Remember, you can always find light in the dark, and there is light at the end of this. There is hope, there is love, and safety, and laughter, and hugs... a home where you matter, where you are wanted, where you don't have to hide and have nothing to prove, where you can rest... all those things and more, they are already yours. So hold on, my dearest son, hold on tight to me. I love you, always and forever will... and I'm never letting go. 

Putting up bookshelves for you today. It's not a proper home project unless you have to take at least one trip to the hardware store. Someone should invent x-ray vision that can see the framing inside a wall... cause the damn stud finder is a lying liar lol. But, other than a desk chair and some minor details your room is done! And you're, of course, free to add your own touches. I hope you love it though, I loved making it for you. Reminder to ask if you like a ceiling fan or not. Need to clean crap out of the closet... how have we accumulated so much stuff IDEK. Anyway... love you dear heart. Hold onto hope ok? *infinite hugs* 💙🫂💙 

The person living in the house behind us is out in their driveway juggling fire 😳

I wish I could have gotten pics but trees were in the way.
We made everything soup tonight, it came out nicely spicy, you'd like.

Remember that you are not, and never will be, a burden. You don't ruin anything. You are wanted, you are needed, you are valued, and you are so very loved. 

I love you so much I'll watch creepy murderous doll horror movies with you even though they freak me out 😭
I'll even be creepy with you... 

Love you my little jakedaw, love you endlessly 💙

You don't owe your abusers anything. Not your time, not your love, not your forgiveness, not your life. 

Dumbass you better be ok!

Please be ok....

You are worthy of love, you were always worthy, and you always will be. Love you mi̱ko. 

I hope you are ok and safe out there. *extra tight hugs*

Just remember that I love you, more than anything dear heart, and you will always have me. We will get through this, there is always, always hope.

💙🫂💙 Praying you are safe

God.... fucking....Please let me know you're safe... please... please be ok...