I promise you, swear to you, I will never stop loving you. You aren't going to lose me.
I'm never letting go of you. I've got you, you're my son. I'll always have you, you will always have me. l love you so damn much. Just have to hold on for me. There's always hope, even if it's hard to see, and we'll get through this, together. I'll be here every step of the way.

 

 

Was at the store and they had Haribo bears at the checkout...  and I know it's kind of dumb because you can get them literally everywhere, but I bought a bag....  for you....  they just, reminded me of you, so they will be here waiting. I miss you and I love you mi̱ko.  💙🫂💙

Momma

I will love you always, beyond the end of time... nothing will change that ever. Yeah, I'm your dumbass, and I love you so, so very much. 💙

Happy Thanksgiving lovebug. I don't usually do these because I never felt like I had reason to, but this year I do, because I am so lucky and grateful to have you in my life, even if it's not the way we wanted it to be right now. We will get there. I am so blessed to have you, and I am beyond proud and thankful to have you as my son. I love you, my little jakedaw, I always and forever will. 

💙🫂💙

Momma

John went home to NY for the holiday so it's just me and the pumpkin pie he left with me here. 😭. It's fine, I'm just here working on Christmas stuff. Miss you kiddo. 💙 Left this for you, it's also in dbox

*sings quietly to you*
I hope you are doing ok kiddo 💙
Love you, love you endlessly
Is it better if I put these videos on youtube instead of in Dbox?
I love you mi̱ko

I owe you so much.  So much love, so many hugs, so many moments.  I've been pouring all my love into this bedroom and this art, into everything I do, because I do it all for you.

I'm going to get you here, and I'm adopting your ass and you're gonna be so loved and supported you won't know what to do with yourself. It's why I started posting here. I knew you never wanted to say goodbye, and I wanted you to still have all that love to see you through. I've taken to making random videos for you to see when you can.  I wish I could do more though.  I wish I could be there.  I was supposed to protect you...

But I will make it all up to you.  I promise.

Love you to the moon and back.  💙🫂💙

There is nothing you could do that would ever make me love you less. I will always cherish you, I will always love you, I will always be so proud of you, and I will always be here for you... no matter what.

Ps: found the perfect Christmas gift for youuuuuuuu 💙

I wish you could read the notes and watch the video I left, but just know I love you and I miss you kiddo, more than anything in this life.

I love you more than life and as far as I'm concerned you're my own damn blood son. I know deep in my heart and soul you were always my son. You are all that matters to me.

💙🫂💙