Can you feel it?
I'm with you dear heart, I'm always here with you.
Feel me holding you close to my heart, holding you tight.
Feel all the love I'm sending you
I've got you
Always
And I love you always
And that will never end
Never letting go
💙

 

Oregon keeps collecting official Dark Sky areas, so now we have choices! The original campground I found, Alvord Desert, a tiny town called Antelope, a park and another campground. I have the special red light flashlights already. Just need tent and stuff! I'll have to check the map, but probably worth hitting whichever has Bend en route and we can stay a night in Sunriver and go to the observatory.

Love you J, that's all, just I love you.
*hugs*
💙🫂💙 

Lookit what my top played song for 2024 is.

Gods. I didn't sleep very well because I kept somehow dreaming of bad feeling things but I wasn't actually asleep all the way? Plus this tattoo fucking hurts, but worth it so I don't mind. I was at the dr today just to check in how my long covid is doing, and I'd told the nurse I was tired.... she asked me if I was a mom and without thinking and with zero hesitation I said yes. :D

I fucking miss you. I want you to know that I'm here with you, always, and that I love you, very much mi̱ko. I'm sending you all the hugs and love I can. 

💙💙💙🫂💙🫂🫂🫂🫂💙💙🫂💙🫂💙💙💙🫂💙🫂🫂🫂🫂💙💙💙🫂💙🫂💙🫂💙💙💙🫂🫂

I think that counts as officially official now or something ☺️
Love you bunches, love you always son of mine.
💙🫂💙

Dear heart, you don't have to protect me from the things going on in your life. I'm your mom, I protect you. I help and support you.
*a million hugs, all for you*
🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂💙 

Guess what kiddo!! Happy anniversary? tumblrversary?? On this day, December 4th 2023 we tumbled (ha) into each other's lives. Thank you Jim for sucking at dating!
Love you J, and forever will. 

💙

 

I love you... so much
And you deserve love
You deserve so much
I want to give you all the happiness, and all the love.... because you do deserve it
I want to give you all the hugs because you deserve them
I want to give you all the help and support because you deserve it
I want to officially official legally be your momma... because you deserve me. You really do
*hugssss*
💙 

I made a yeti Christmas ornament and it's so derpy 😭

I wish you'd been born mine.  You should have been.   But, you're mine now, and always will be.  Love you dearly, son of mine.  Love you no matter what.

I'm not letting go.

Never ever

I got framed prints made of the art I made for your birthday. Going to hang them on the "family photos and important things" wall. Also finished part of your Christmas art and it came out so good I blew my own mind and now it's my phone wallpaper. Yes, I am humble about this.... 😭😭😭

I'm doing this stupid deco my tree. For anyone who wants to do the deco my tree and leave messages

*hug as tight as a black hole singularly*
You are so much more than just my son. You're my best friend and my hero too; you are my whole world, and I will always keep you close to my heart. Love you dear heart, that will never end. 

I'm getting a very special tattoo on Tuesday... I'm not telling you what though. You can see it when you get here 😌 

I gots new shoes

December tradition here... we do fancy chocolate advent calendars. I know you hate chocolate, so we'll have to find you something you love (or I can put together a custom one), but if you want to try any of the chocolate out, I'll split mine with you. That's how much I love you dumbass, I would willingly give up chocolate to you.