Do you know....  weʼre coming up on a one year anniversary... where I told Jim to stop asking Toby for dating advice.  Gods... I miss you kiddo, and I love you, with all that I am.  You're too important to lose, lovebug.  You're my whole world. I Love you so much it powers the brightest stars in the universe. 💙🫂💙

I wish telepathy was real. *we could do the mind talk thing.... love you mi̱ko*
Or magic... or a time stone. I'd go back and stop this from happening. Can I just... use the damn time stone now? 😢
None of us deserved this... especially you.
God I miss you. I love you, my little jakedaw, always. 

 

Throwback Thursday!

In 2003, a group of online friends got together and went to Prescott Arizona (for Siya, it was a car group!). The Texas peopled joined up with us New Mexico people for the trip. We stopped at the Jackrabbit Trading Post in Joseph City Arizona on old route 66... because it has a 10 ft tall jackrabbit statue.... so naturally we had to take a group photo... and naturally I loudly declared it was mine, ran ahead, and climbed on top of the thing. We were a fun and wacky group. I'll have to take you on the whole 4 corners tour one day... Arizona, New Mexico, Colorado and Utah. Full of national and state parks, mountains, and wild desert beauty.

No star too distant,
no journey too long 

-my love for you, my son,
outshines and outlasts them all

Behold.... Stickscalibur!!!!!

Just Tell Me How To Keep Breathing

Don't mind me...

I'm just sitting here, on the bathroom floor...

Listening to the rain

 

I need you too, you know

What if, after years of trial,
a love should come
and lay a hand upon you and say,
this late,
your life is not a crime 

 -J Fasano- 

  

So back a few chapters (173) I said I'd learned things. Well I uploaded some stuff on dbox in important things. It's hope. 

Also, a very important question that you should think on for the future.... newts? Or fish? Or... both? You can tell me later, but whatever you choose, I'll absolutely make it happen. 💙 

Love you bunches and bunches 💙🫂💙

You deserve the world, you deserve all the love, and hugs, and happiness. And I would do everything in my power to give it to you. I miss you, and I worry about you, and I love you, and you are constantly on my mind. You are the greatest thing that ever happened to me lovebug. 💙💙💙

Ok my kiddo who is trained in martial arts....  you'll have to teach me a couple of self defense moves.  I know you're capable of keeping us both safe... but what if there's like... a pack of ninjas?  And I need to help? In all seriousness though, it's probably good if you teach me something.  No judo flips though, sorry 😭😭😭

Decorated your room a bit today! OML I can't wait for you to see this 😌✨🌊💙
Love you mi̱ko. Sending you all the hugs
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